Do you Know him?

Hey Peps,
how shall i start? alright i was taking bus to church and bumped jasmin in a same bus...ate chicken rice and tio stomach ache very jia lat...so whole day nvr speak to ppl...sad:( i was ok with my feelings jus tat my stomach make me feel gao wei...i honestly say tat i was trying to use my stomach ache prob for excuse nt to talk...the meaning is lyk in yr heart u really wan to talk with tis person but u jus don noe how to start... i hav alot of doubts in life...i'm too timid to go for something unless its my 2nd try...i will really try my best to go for the 1st try... i noe the image may look scary but once u tried everything is going to be fine... i hope my heart will be open up more n step a higher level with God... today service is quite short arh nvm...after service, had a talk with poh... tis feeling is very stress n i was scared tat the feeling is lyk ytd scolding so creep:( after the talk, i feel wisdom came to me n i feel more understanding with my cell... starting is abit malu but facing the facts now is better than keeping prob n nt solve it...i found out myself tat sometimes i do things nvr think twice n don even noe y am i doing it... i hope tis will be a lesson learnt...next i going home, coz later have to work...then had a great talk with samantha in the bus and mostly talk abt gossip lol...haha at least tis is my 1st try talking to someone... then while walking home, God wake me up...deep down God says to me, face to the bright sight! God jus gave me a simple meaning and had let me throw away all my sadness...LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIGHT! i will rmb tis meaning and called my betrayer friend n told her straight.... Wat reason tat makes u hate me so much? Wat purpose to gain by keeping things to against me? i keep chant her and finally she nth to say n i heard she suddenly cried...i was stumbled! slowly comfort her when i was in the bus to airport n gd news is we became friends...i flip to my bible n saw tat Love Yr ENERMY in luke6:31... seriously it proves tat:) i hope looking at the bright sight will return my smile:) off to work till 9pm... went home praise the lord n nitz.... Poh: hey, i don noe y i keep saying i cant feel the love from you...is it becoz b4 tat things jus keep on puzzling my heart...mind jus stressing me up...i promise i will open my heart n really talk to ppl more...tis will be my challenge from you and i will keep it to my heart tat i still hav cell who keep supporting me^^ i can do it^^ don worry abt me le i will nt let u disappoint...ty being there for me^^ ty for the scolding^^plus my betrayer friend, actually she is my good friend, nt the best, n in the past we had gone through things tgt n share prob with each other...the reason we became enermies is becoz there is another gal who ka jiao my good friend's mind then end up something happen with me n her then end up enermy lor...shall nt say too exact coz i don wan things to get worst:)
tats all folks,
justin