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Hey Peps,
its sun le....last day to my doom~~~ i might not know wat will happen on mon punishment? will i really get cool cut n short pants? very scared to get botak and wat i hope god will really protect n bless me lor:) morning late le....told them so wear Janet bought me the badae gift tee...very nice n i love it alot:) then reach church, hear song alone....wa ed n yz nvr come sia~ seems tat someone been board no one to talk too.... i feel my cell very bastard! coz they keep saying kelvin joshua black balls n say him fat...i really pity him....my cell or others treat him so rude n racist.... no one to talk too so hear music then wont get board...but then poh keep showing how cool is him...giving me warning with a smile...lol he think i wont feel very wat meh~~~ i hear music when no one to talk too got wrong meh? is it wrong to hear music when no one is interested to talk to u? even if i near to them n talk, all we hav is Hi, How r u? who's yr sheperd? oo nice clothes? tats all n bb....this kind of talk i would rather don talk even better..... very sick n tired to go on lyk tis...is it ed n yz nvr cum then mus find some dai ji to scold me so tat he wont feel so boring??? lol very sick liao leh every week get scolded for nth? i nt saying my sheperd is nt good....poh huat is a good n lovely sheperd....he always think of others than himself...this is wat i lyk him the most....but then his bad point is when he is too over on someone and anytime will cause a demand....i love him as my wonderful father but then i don feel he is providing me what i lyk is what he expect...he cant force ppl don lyk or lyk wat...sometimes i jus feel him so overboard to ppl....service he seat with me yet nvr talk to me n go talk to others than me....if he talk to me is the scolding from him....when will i hav a happy chat with him since the day my badae celebration? miss tat day:(...... after service, very very boring so i went home to study....if edwin n yz is around, today is a different story... i can see how vin n poh play with them so high n crazy.... now i noe how saddist i am with cell, only some lame talk with them then line off.... i don feel joy spending time with them.... tmr will be mon le, really hope miracles do happen for me:) reach home le, eat bath then do hw.... hao lei msg me going his house alr? lol now then he reply...so late le then nt going... stupid andrew, msg him wont reply de!!!
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
sat n sun as per normal, going cell n 3rd service for church....i really feel tired to get close with someone when they find u so boring n find another party to talk n hav fun n eventually u found out, u been left out.... sat i've been a guai kia all long....try my best to stop hearing music as possible but ty god quite likely i had talk with some ppl well along:) morning went to work n really feel sian doing lobby coz is super exhausting...hope i can do counter or runner again haha.... whenever b4 cell meets i always very excited...but then problem is always i meet them, i lyk suddenly bo liao n nth to chat with them...sadly, all i noe tat i really closer to sean coz he is really kind n cheerful talker haha n best to honor him is how he treat his sis, the love n concern....at last i bought my new adidas perfume at vextor.... its LIME GREEN covering so its so cool:) haha then took bus29 to Eleanor house....2nd time to her house n its hot:( keep sweating lor lol....we played game:) haha very fun cant stand vin creative game....lol love the bombing game story... haha then garrick walk catwalk show outside the carpark more funny:) no la is suppose joel the most clown n funny one...haha joel butt very qiao la haha....when Joel preach, i find myself very sleepy...nvr had enough sleep:( lol changkat next week mon then start their 1st common test haha we finish le....after cell, go bedok eat prata...wa the food super ex to me....indian shop lol-_-! then go drink jolly sandy....tio caught from sheperd n sheep....sian but ty god poh good mood so nvr kana scolded... then decided to go play lan as a cell:) lol don noe wat main reason, yu zhong, edwin, poh, vin n garr sounded horny speech...especially yz, his high speech laugh at the bus u will feel awkward de lor.... gosh.... played audi with eleanor....aizai sia she lv40! haha ty god use Janet lv 20plus to PK her orelse will be a joke to play with her a lv7 char....lol then play maple...wa the Aran very nice to play haha....after go lan, all going home le...when we go down, damm it i forgot to take my hp....i faster ran to the top n ty god i found back coz the lan is closing...when bus 3 came, i BB everyone le then told sean to tell poh so i left.... then poh called me n scolded me....aiya don wan sabo sean so keep quiet tio scolding lor.... sad thought wat a great day n finally a day where poh wont scold me but i guess its nt...
tats all folks,
Justin

Hey Peps,
morning went to sch early...coz 1st period is Geography and my hw left under my table and i haven't do a thing...so i was lazy to keep my headphone on my bag 1st, then go back to class then keep..... Unlucky for today, i bumped Mr paramjid Singh....he criticized me as a lousy prefects and nt showing a role model....he ask me to keep my headphone back to the main gate...i'm Buay song lor!!!! cb still mus go back so far jus to keep a headphone....nb waste my time, i nt in purpose of nt keeping it 1st, if i purposely...when mr singh call me i alr walk away infront of him....he tell me straight he will go tell Mr Raj abt tis and i cannot be in prefect anymore....i was shock to hear tat and bet i will sure be kick out as a prefect....morning assembly, diao share wat stupid Indian culture, so boring-_-! then after assembly, see mr raj....get scolded from him...scolded me i disgrace the prefectorial board so told me to get cool cut n short pants on mon....plus return the tie n belt n a resign letter....lol he sack me still wan letter...finny isit-_-! i very trembling of tis word cool cut lor...i cant get botak man! i very scared....fuck jus a headphone leh, nt worth it to get so serverly punishment mah? feel its so unfair lor! after tat, geo i keep complaining and scold racistly to the indianist! stupid Bangalah!~ idiot lor..... EL test is so easy haha lol help huan he do....see i so gd sia! hao lei headache nvr come to sch again....haha he told me he still go hospital afterwards haha...... after sch, went to canteen....eat with janet n huyy....then go for NPCC....lol wear mafty yet i wear PT....no one tell me-_-! UG camp coming le...haha partner with Diana....to do sandwich competition.... then do some drilling....nb today had a bad day sia! 1st is the headphone...2nd is NPCC.... stupid chalton, join npcc yet nt serious....and the basic marching he also couldnt do well....stupid sia! make everyone bad mood.....sian lor.....then go back home le....
tats all folks,
justin

I will not die an unlived life.
I will not live in fear
of falling or catching fire.
I choose to inhabit my days,
to allow my living to open me,
to make me less afraid,
more accessible,
to loosen my heart
until it becomes a wing,
a torch, a promise.
I choose to risk my significance,
to live so that which came to me as seed
goes to the next as blossom,
and that which came to me as blossom,
goes on as fruit.

Hey Peps,
just wan to share a short one....very tiring to post so much a day haha...quite busy but i still keep in touch update everyday for my blog so chill yo~~haha....morning assembly saw today got Dry practice n i said shit....lol thought mus bring full-u to go then ty god after sch ask le, no ned:) in sch today quite sian....nth to do...anyhow random share a....Sharmeen got the top physic in class, followed by ye zhen.... chem only mus n jonathan pass but nt really gd, C5 ranged.... then mini test i got 1 sum wrong....lol both i fail....sad:( then had compo for chinese.... er lol ms tan finally say wei liang is a gay liao haha....then no more extortion during recess le sad haha....ty samantha for the chocolate present:) today practical cook prawn kueh...i allergic so hav hotdog with it onli...assembly ms kiran share abt photo taking competition....wa i hope mdm sharifah as a whole class pic will giv a impact on others tat my sub for the pic will me my FT is lyk my 2nd mum, my sch is lyk my 2nd home... cool rith haha sure will touched the ppl but pic mus be attractive....trying to be racist...i don lyk Philippians ppl....ruth so selfish took many pieces of kueh n nvr distribute equally and is lyk giving me attitude when i requested twice to hav another 2 more for being fair...fuck ignore me! stupid phillip ppl, MARK n RUTH! selfish race, shameless ppl! wat a disgrace to see u in singapore-_-! after tat, ate finish the food during recess, share with janet n shu hui...ate the chocolate...super nice but melt liao....went back to class, same thing lor say hao lei hi gay....haha tio bash again.... after sch, go canteen to meet up the NPCC to gather for the dry practice....reach to the bus, tw n jonny very late....reach there...someone teach us, his name call Nazrin....lol long time nvr do le...abit nub! tio pumping...haha a piece of peanut to me....then douglas very funny.... 2.4km ned 20min to complete which is so off...haha he n jonathan do pumping very funny la....bob best joker today haha....4.30pm went home....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
wow tis week i felt super happy n exciting week!!! coz many surprise n gd news i 've receive^^ haha sry ytd i also receive janet's present after sch outside near the void deck.... wa very touched, even though she sick, she still made her way to give me my present personally....tats show how sincere i had from her! TY JANET=) love the green checkered tee....saw WC:) wa almost tio happy badae bash from him but alr tio from shu hui ytd le....morning, went to sch as per normal....haha wa tis hao lei very smart n chicky! becoz last nith i nvr help him write letter tat ytd he nvr cum to sch so came to sch early becoz of me....wa so chicky lor! we went back to class....help him write the letter le, just nice 7.30am then go to the hall assemble.....then had home econ test at the examination room....reach there le, wth the paper freaking hard!!!! try my best to use my common sense to ans the question then go slp..... then had EL...gosh nvr do the hw...ty god nvr tio scolding:) then seat beside hao lei.... borrow xiao fei maths hw....faster copy le then almost tio confiscate from ah lau sia!!!! lucky arh~ see poh coz of u i copy hw, so bad! haha jkjk:) then next had maths lesson, ty god finish le....after tat, went for late recess...haix every wed will suffer coz of her lesson...nvr once go early or on time de....lol then had a short mini test for maths....easy^^ after recess, play with hao lei haha....then huan he call me to come forward to him...he say see i knew it....u both r gays~ lol then shout to hao lei in chinese....hao lei wow u r a gay...i'm innocent....OMgosh! he purposely faking wan to kiss me....idiot! make me ps till whole class saw wat he did! stupid, go pinch his nimple swollen haha.... when SS period...yea can skip le coZ got prefect rehearsal for the investiture...so went to hall... after the rehearsal...damm hot! keep on sweating lyk pig man! wa all female wear the cock shoe n long sock...so er xing coz the leg very fake! haha then go PA rm slack awhile coz got aircon haha....then 1.30pm stand at the back....some prefect's parents came too....then jonathan bought syafiqah a stitch! $34.60 so gd! mine request a $10 cannot only $4...wa see tis kind of friend! haix see la jonny i get scolded from tw liao..... once the investiture started, we walk in then go to our seats....very tiring...coz mus seat without moving....long speech almost fall asleep infront the whole sch haha....then when we going to take cert on our class....Syafiqah n tw had the loudest cheer except for me very quiet....CB lor see their true colours liao!!! i noe is mark idea to call everyone to quiet don cheer for me! NB lor did i own him? mus make me so lao kui meh? fk him off la sia! then sing HERO to the sch....carry on we had our refreshment at the canteen... then go to the dot com lab slack coz got aircon then saw the prefects taking grp pics then all rush down n chiong...yea use my hp to take the pic! nice n clear but i look short only:( then took grp pics with friends at dot com lab then go take mrt to airport then go work.... wa long time nvr work liao....manager n crew miss me alot haha....then now found out pokemon is the new happy meal toy haha n nets will be the next promotion to be function...yea can use liao! haix sad arh when can i see Jim arh? always nvr see him, how to take my badae present leh;( haha ice milo machine had changed, worst then b4 and new gadget for the fries which i quite blur too....then after work, go facebook....touched by friends who sent me wishes in facebook....50plus wishes very touched:) ty guys:) mostly found out is from church ppl so i really don noe y? y i giv attitude to church ppl? feel lyk crying liao.... i found out tat i lost God....i rarely could feel his love n his presence....i lost my fire n i couldnt get it back...hope to redeem back my lost.... 12am reach home....bath le go slp....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
wa very happy sia...y leh? haha its my badae!!! actual one arh:) haha i'm so excited to go to sch today coz got present n cake to receive plus surprise from class....so i went to sch very early abt 6.30am...haha a day being popular is so shiok coz ppl around me in sch shake hands and a bless of happy badae:) haha even the teachers too^^ tonight will be going out with poh papa to eat cost meal n watch movie^^ so ask diana to borrow $20.... slack at classroom for awhile then go wear my tie....wa piang stupid hao lei sick during my badae:( haha at the hall morning assembly, receive present from diana her stitch pillow n syafiqah her cheese cake^^ very angry coz janet nvr come! she promised tmr come to sch ytd lor....then nvr come haha jk la i noe she fall sick so forgived=) haha syafiqah very jealous i hav stitch around me^^ haha let her hug lor....then went back to class had lesson....keep carrying around with my present....took pic with it n ate the cake during physic lesson when ms chew nvr come to sch n no teacher around too^^ heard tat eat cheese cake will hav stomach ache coz cheese cake no longer cold le n nt fresh liao...hack care la its a gift from my friend leh~~~ then recess early 5min from sharmeen haha when whole class go down, saw mr raj coming out...everyone freak out n go up quickly...haha!!! then when he leave....everyone rushed down with fear~~~ lol funny sia my class! tw treat me laksa for my badae n xiao fei treat me fuji drink....haha fun la extort their money! then diana pass me $20....ate with shu hui.... after recess, lie down on my table with my stitch...lol huan he say to me y so emo? haha i say tired....he reply is it hao lei nvr come then u feel sian? nvr miss him arh? i ans nt sian but ya deeply miss him as my kor coz my badae is today sia! haha he reply eee u gay arh, i 2yrs then very close to him but u 1mth alr very close with him....*coughX2 haha he just jealous don care him lor.... er forget after recess sch period liao....continue after sch story ba haha:) after sch, had prefect meeting:( tis time will do all the deco n movement arrangement....i left early at 5pm n told poh to meet at 6.15pm then took mrt home....bath quick n pack up....1st time wear cell gave me the tee....then wait for poh at MRT platform....wa stupid poh let me wait for him 25min sia! haix see no sincere de, haha jk:) wa piang msg me, wearing so casual, white tee with jeans....haha so bad! then saw mei hua with her family...lol the mum n sis say i wear so chao ah beng! haha.... when poh finally came....i had missed 8trains which is so WOW! took mrt...lol he play his PSP fifa....once reach city hall, thought will be dropping here n poh say stay...alright n i find it something amiss.... when reach raffles place, poh say drop now....k go outside liao....then he say gosh i thought is at city hall, lol say i nvr info him to drop at city hall...nugget tell him le, he keep on play psp still say me-_-! then took train back to city hall, actually to the next stop will be dhoby ghaut drop, lol he say drop now....then he aiya~~~anyway he is so blur sotong in the 1st place coz keep on showing me off his stupid scoring-_-! at last reach dhoby ghaut! we went to cathay bought movie ticket....decided to watch true legend... bought 9pm ticket! wanted to pay for myself then poh say he will pay everything for me! wa so gd arh~~~~ haha....heard he say he receive $100 hong bao....don believe him, feels fishy to me lor~then walk tgt to the restaurant.... reach there! y poh say treat me cost meal when the restaurant name is Tao's? lol then ordered all the set then 1st eat the starter.... very nice! love the toast with egg with ham^^ super nice! haha he paid for me $35plus for my meal so its lyk wa super EX man! haha ty shepherd....lol then very happy we chat quite well...nvr expect tat u noe!!! we chat abt me n tat girl....chat abt love or BGR...lol u don noe chikopeh ppl talk abt tis meh haha~~~ after the heavy meal, we rush to the cinema coz we late! reach there 5th floor, saw fann wong n others stars act for the happy go lucky movie....i think they promote the show ad n super many ppl!!!!very cramp, too short le, cant see them! sad lor then go watch movie le....alamak! start quite awhile liao~~~ the show got jay chou, haha he act super cool in his kung fu:) the show is actually abt real kung fu hero n the story of how hatred being sacrifice.....quite sad n touching! prob is i find it the show meaningless in the end n i think the show rating is abt 3/5....actually wan watch happy go lucky but the ticket sold out liao!!!!arrgh~~~~ after watch finish, took taxi home.... slp le~ very tired....reach tm, poh pass me money 1st then he leaft...wa he is in a rush!!!! reach home abt, 12.30am...wa so late! go bath then pack bags is lyk 1.20am then go slp straight away....wa hw nvr finish at all....sad hope tmr i can finish up:)
tats all folks,
justin

HAPPY BADAE 2010!!!!
Justin xiao Zhu Timothy^^
haha its my badae~~~~
15yrs old le...old liao:)
time really go very fast....

Hey Peps,
morning super sleepy and went to sch 7plus....haha go to hall chat with friends then go wear my belt....lol my nerd style came back...morning assembly, stupid go 3t1 class for attachment where duty had changed n i forget-_-! wa tw nvr bring belt so no ned to wear tie so gd....haha later PE, our class will wear class tee, lol onli jonny n tw bring PE er yi....haha funny is hao lei forget to bring pants becoz of me....diao nt my fault lor, bad boi! 1st period had sci test...haha quite easy for me but i hate chem last question:( wa today janet nvr cum to sch, huyy told me she sick so i was worried of my present whether tmr she got come anot...lol i lyk basket sia, onli care the gift, nt her....then PE, our camp had changed from thai to malaysia! haha nvm coz live in hotel haha....hehe gonna shop over them....yea tmr is my badae le, poh going to bring me out, so excited:) haha today most funny in maths lesson when hakim walk pass her n mdm tang say hakim don touch my backside arh~~~wa lao sick sia!!! haha laugh !!!! lol his hand surrender so i think mus be his dick touches her ass haha.... when CME period, mdm sharifah told us a sad news abt tat MOE had posted her to Ping Yi Sec to teach and no longer our form teach till next month....time flies fast! so i hope tis coming march holidays we as a whole class will go out tgt hav fun arh~~~then mdm sharifah gave us a survey and tis survey will tell us what is our ambition in futur, haha i will become a musician0.o lol i want to be a lawyer leh haha~~~ after sch, had prefect meeting once again....sing sing sing~~~lol getting sick n tired of it liao.... die liao mr raj very angry coz tw n eng tat keep on skipping meetings and had tat dare nvr came back...me n syafiqah spam call lyk hell man! nvr pick up lol-_-! so we continue to sing sing sing~~~ 4plus then go home rest le....wa very excited tmr! very worried wat if talking to poh very rare...slim chance:( but i try my best to talk to him more ba^^reach home do hw n slp le....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
sunday morning actually wont late for cell de, is becoz i wake up then go slp again lol....then faster pack le go church for 1st service....very sleepy lor ytd slp till 1am....hav fun till slp so late=( reach church ty god it jus started so should be on time....then pastor yang share abt the rain of harvest....nt really understand but agar agar know abit la....haha very excited for 3rd service at 1st but then later on poh telling me off the prob at katong shopping centre.... i turn bad mood lor....BS is a duh but nvr admit infront of him...feel how wierd is him tat he still can joke with me after tat....i noe poh wanting me to smile n happy... sad is i couldnt...i wanna to smile but it jus feel so nt gan yuan in my heart....idk y? maybe or should be my coming badae yet poh still tick me off ba.... as we walking to parkway KFC meet cell, i wanted to listen my music to cool down my bs feeling...lol poh keep asking me to stop listening music....i feel lyk asking him, even if i nt listening....i also wont talk to them de wat....i nt close with them either-_-! if edwin, garr or yz around, i nth to say wat.... haix i noe is still my fault nt talking with them, but i alr had prob communicate with cell le, so how i expect myself tat i can really talk with them fluent leh? all i say is hi r u ok n sch lifestyle...tats all-_-! i noe i had given poh huat alot of disappointment n disguise, feel so shameful tat i nvr prove to him wat i can make him proud.... reach KFC, ordered food...eat le n went window shopping, to let sean seat my area...don wan him to be emo too:( actually i was looking my bro sam but he don wan reply me wheres him;( then 12plus go back to KFC.... haix sian sia i'm actually excited for the coming 3rd service yet giving glum faces....i still alone n took a paper n pen out...i wrote wat i nt happy at...did write some bad word... all i wan is jus make myself feel shiok n nt bin chao chao face....as i keep writing, i feel hot liao! write even fiercer..... caught poh attention n he saw i wrote bad word... he came n snatched the paper i holding on.....i hold back with force n he straight my face he say don test his patient! wa, tat moment was about let it all go my frustra.... coz of his sudden reaction tat make me feel awkward n angry....as cell going back to church, ed n yz want to pei me.....i ignored them, sry coz i'm in a hot boiling point!!! thinking tat, how sad my badae from cell surprise is a sad ending.... then poh told me all the surprise n no longer surprise to me coz of my attitude.... seeing myself doing without thinking twice n make poh once again disappointed n disguise me with a higher chance....i was touched after poh had prepared a mth for my badae....he said he will treat me to a high class place n eat....i'm shock tat poh gave me tis gift! after tat i think, if we two eating tgt only, i jus scared tat nth to talk to him n wat will happen while we eating??? i really feel stress but i noe he as my Shepherd, trying his best to show his love...so i really hope i will learn from my unnecessarily mistake....noeing myself being stupid n crazy scratching n pinching of myself so scary.... once reach church, ty god i had cool down my emotion....y am i so SENSITIVE? becoz of sensitive it makes me easily offended ppl:( sad sia!!!! today service, pas. JC shared was nice n funny....then we had a coming even name LOve is...? then also hav free popcorn n candy floss^^ after service, been waiting for the surprise la....heard tat many ppl from our cell is leaving...so i bet n thought there is no surprise at all, almost feel lyk going home do hw 1st but joel said go as a cell to eat at 2nd floor so i go join them for awhile....suddenly, someone sing happy badae song.... wa piang tat moment i was shocked n ps lor....then 1st n 2nd floor cell ppl sing tgt too.....wa!!! i was touched n surprised! haha the feeling is so cool! eaten the yummy chocolate cake n recieve a nice badae present too^^ nice clothes:) ty cell^^ took bus home 1st coz ned go my xiao gu house to celebrate my yeye badae n me too:) haha then ty xiao gu for the present^^ ate steamboat n yu sheng over there:) yummy n 11pm reach home:) had a wonderful time during my badae, sad is my hw nt done haha....tmr copy in sch ba lol~~~
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
hey 3days more will be my actual badae and i had plan with friends to go www n watch movie at nith....so from more ppl going n now the result is only 3ppl who came n celebrate with me...who are Aaron, Jonathan n Bob^^ i really feel sian for the starting coz no one wan to go and lyk very sissy in making decision whether going anot....seriously at 1st thought, wow is my badae going to be so lonely tis yr:( ty god in the end is nt la^^ as they will be meeting at 3pm so decided to go cell 1st.... sad is no longer go Jabez house le n cannot eat his mum cooking:( haix~ now will be going eleanor house as cell....then morning went to sch to do some deco preparation.... and then 12pm took bus to Tm int to meet the cell.... took bus29 to her house...once reach there, her house looks very big comfy with 3lvl floor.... then we share our week nt many only some n then go for PnW...abt the last song, i left... took bus 21 to ehub...then go sign up Nebo card n spent $20 for 3yrs member...waited for 30min to get the card and so we went to arcade for awhile....then took my card n some voucher with game disk n key chain haha gd n nice^^then ready to buy ticket at the WWW area...haha all hav nebo except jonny so its lyk he had to pay $13.50...haha serve him right! wa its lyk waste money go there for awhile then ned go home le haha nvm la...at least i find it the most fun area....haha i'm really touched tat they really came for my badae celebration^^ when we went for a family ride, we saw fahan n his friends....we played tgt n enjoyed tgt alot haha....i bought the pics in the family ride....which indicate the happiest moment of joy^^ although i feel abit down of leaving cell so early...haix forget it:) lol funny sia stupid jonny, bob n aaron keep looking at gals wearing bikini, somemore is lyk 25plus type one....lol so old haha....nt many ppl in www today so can play alot of rounds even though we had limited time....abt 7pm, we bath finish then go eat tgt....we ate at Thailand restaurant eat....quite yummy n spicy haha.... then we went to smoke in a nearby carpark....haha i guai kia see them smoke onli=) then go movie ticket area, no nice movie so played arcade..... after played arcade, jonathan very kind bought me a lime green sock for my present=) ty:) haha after that everyone go home le....feel sleepy then go home slp lor haha....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
wa today going to eat steamboat with zone1 ppl at Bugis muhahah....super excited! haha.... morning in sch wear class tee...our 1st day whole class wear class tee, is lyk WOW~~~ also pack my outside clothes in my bag then after sch, straight away go bugis meet the cell....morning assembly took pic of my class wear class tee haha....looks good seh~ after tat go for many boring lesson la which lyk so long n i cant rmb many things.... anyway after sch had prefect meeting at library 2.30pm.... oo ya i rmb tat Mr singh said tat every fri all pupils will nt allowed to go out till 2.30pm...sian lyk being lock in jail! he said 12.40pm mus self study in sch or do own hw 1st.... lol as if our sch 80% all will study sia~~ for me i wont! i jus chat with friends and so on lor.... chat with Janet n shu hui tat 5.30pm will go tgt to Bugis....coz ah net wan buy gift for me, don noe shu hui leh? prefect meeting talk abt the rehearsal for prefect investiture next week tues ba.... then we practised and sing Hero by miley cyrus....quite opera haha mus sing live somemore! ps lor~ sang quite few rounds haha then tw n eng tat go for NPCC but i didnt haha should i say bon tang or being excused leh? abt 4pm end of prefect meeting...so me, bellerina n syafiqah went to 3T1 class with jin yan and slack.... abt 5pm we went to find kira, meen n others.....then syafiqah went off 1st so i went to gym as i saw NT malay boys inside...haha long time nvr carry weight le...diao don noe i had turn strong somemore haha....b4 tat i could only carry 6kg weight now can carry 9kg de liao yea~~~turning hot haha....sad don noe when will i get 6pack sia:( train lor jyjy^^ wa saw shu hui then go outside find her....sad made myself smelly all over of sweat....feel strong lol:) then go changed to outside clothes....sprayed superman perfume^^then go 7-11 buy jolly sandy and drink....peach n normal de^^ then go bus stop wait for janet....lol while drinking, friends jus looking at me n keep on say wa Ah beng sia! lol....then meet le n took bus 7 to bugis....reach bugis, we seperate abt 6.30pm so i went to mrt there meet cell....waited till 7pm then go eat 1st....wa garrick n vin still at bedok somemore lol....then reach to the Steamboat area....wa two long table being reserved sia! alot lor....then find seat le n go grab food....ps sia my pimple super big swollen lor....stupid poh n ed keep on making fun on me-_-! haha rmb sharmeen wanted to squeeze my pimple out but i don wan....wa travis somemore say me i lyk having devil horn on my head.... then go grab food lor....wa now i saw how pig eats....crazy sia i also take alot of food, don noe y? the food is so sufficient but i lyk soul garden the best haha....grab le n cook n eat.... yummy:) after eat finish....suddenly, my pimple something drip out....eew~ so actually is the pulse haha,,,faster use tissue to hold on....wa used 3tissue....pro rith:) happy la coz its getting smaller le^^ gd news for me leh haha^^ then edwin go use his hp to go internet n search big pimple n go fb tagged vin name haha....so digusting if u see tat pic:(~~~ eat finish abt 11plus then took mrt home....reach home abt going to 12am le...
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
in the morning took mrt to bedok to meet xin hui and pass her my piglet gift to her.... as she will help me pass to joalina^^ wa past 4days of valentine giv her lyk so nt sincere le:( haix but after gave the big piglet, my mind jus keep on thinking what will joalina react when she receive my gifto.0....haha ty xin hui of being so kind taking a big gift to public until so ps....really ty for giving a big sacrifice lor.... i touched la^^ today really feel so happy, really.... haha then go sch told my bf abt it and xin hui msg me, joalina very ps....wa piang i call xin hui ask her alot of question, very scared sia! wa i hope tis sunday joalina will giv me present lor:) today super sleepy in class coz last nith watch show in youtube then very tired lor....haha gosh i drip saliva while sleeping during recess...so embarrassing;) haha then heard tat joalina carry the piglet during recess sia! so touched! haha then home econ practical do cakes and make I LOVE YOU symbol....wanted to giv joalina de but then promised her to be friends so i ate it:) since alot of ppl nt free on sat so change to sat nith watch movie n eat only for my badae....sad yr in life lor....boring celebration! yea tmr going out with cell very happy:) eating steamboat haha!!!! nth to post le, jus super sleepy:( after sch went for prefect meeting and we sang hero for our prefect investiture....lol as sat is so boring so i will be helping the props on sat with the prefects in the morning:)
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
New yr holiday is so fast lor....wed reopen sch liao:( haix i had a bad day lor...Y? coz i havent cut my hair then feel lyk bon teng sch ytd but my parents told me nt too orelse tio worst case....ty to them make me feel ease coz i scared of Mr raj alot man! alot alot lor....his scolding can giv me an inferior:( lol feel so coward-_-! eventually today went to sch lor....Go find mr Raj in the morning, and my dad called him n told him today i will cut hair....ty god last warning for me:)haha msg to some of my friends tat tis coming sat will celebrating my badae at WWW and will be eating new york tgt at ehub:) hehe so excited....best is hoping to get present la....haha most hope if joalina will giv me a present too;) lol today thought monday sia! go bring PE attire-_-! retarded...my friends laugh at me, wth-_-! then had home econ for 1st period....ya i pass my test^^ 23/40 muhahaha!!!! wa our class highest get 30 sia! lol sharmeen keep on action-_-! then we had el n maths....lol quite boring lesson-_-! diao then recess, saw prefect 1st day open booth lol earn $50, nt bad la 1st day,JYJY:) wa saw Mr Krishan came to sch with so called hot lady, wa sound so horny-_-! then go back to class, learn something new from hao lei n tian yi tat MS means being rape by male or female...lol learn bad things-_-! sad lor keep on tio bully from hao lei, keep tickle my armpit! SICKO! haha then chat with sam kor n found out he work at parkway...so carry on for SS period....then no MT but got 2period of assembly....haha i still say MT liao...lol! then go hall seat with hao lei^^ hehe my funny bro....lol do stupid stuff(dirty)....he go check electronic dictionary abt dirty story lol...how to kiss a gal by using threaten method-_-! cheeky lor! wa my 2pimple swollen sia! so embarrassing:( lol today share abt total defence day during assembly which is so lame haha....nth one! i only lyk the drama coz make me laugh alot haha.... hao lei saw me keep on laughing lyk mad, thought i had something wrong in me so keep on twist my hand so hard! PAin:( wa at 1st he wan giv me $5 for badae present then i stun but when i abt to take, he took back and said sry too slow i had changed my mind, BAstard lor.... after sch, had prefect meeting...damm long for sure...lol waste my time later don even noe whether still hav any salon shop open anot... wow i'm in publicity grp with melissa....next week will hav prefect investiture le, haix hope my badae wont affect lor....sad is all my bf nt free:( janet gal guide, shu hui go work without a heart to bon teng nt to work or change day lor:( i nt angry la jus tat disappointed:( haix then went off early to go cut hair....ty god i'm the last customer in tat salon, cut le feel at ease tmr going sch....hope will get my tie soon^^ sad is don noe y some teacher is so bitch to comment at my back to mr raj where they don dare to show me who they are.... haix sch teachers-_-!
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
feel sad to some of young couple or rather me:( valentine day clash with new yr sia!!! gd for others who is nt chinese lor:( stupid tiger yr.... guys gonna tell u tat Joalina will be my friends forever....don noe in 10yrs time but hope she will find her Mr.Right:) anyway today went to many relative house for new yr visit....haha hong bao collecting mood:) diao one of my aunt sprained her leg, now she don ned to giv hong bao to others tis yr sia! ji dan lost big income coz she is rich man! then currently with cell quite okok lor, promise ah poh le marh, interact more with cell more often hope lor haha....ya la currently talk to cell quite abit of improvement...really hope it will make a change for me to with cell....morning went to KL then abt noon 2plus reach singapore...fast rith coz there my father don really know there well so only some couple of relative house...diao all lyk stranger lor, don noe them! jus hav my mind which is MONEY haha....sad la nvr buy chewy gum:( reach singapore go visit my ah mah house...alot of relative too...very cramp but atmosphere is super noisy!!! all my relative very shock coz my wearing appearance totally change from the past...in the past, i very orbit one...haha:) btw y i choose to give up joalina? doesnt mean i don love her....i still lyk her but then i respect her n nt to give her hard time so i let it go....did u heard ppl say tat let it go is also part of happiness in both parties....haha tis is wat i learn....but then the piglet i will still giv joalina mei coz jus treat it as badae present^^ haha then spent whole day visit then go ah poh house eat reunion dinner which is lyk 9pm liao....total money i collect is abt $150....less rith haix....mostly of my rich relative jus giv $2 hong bao lao, so stingy~~~ watever lor! hate them..... last yr collect $380...sia la 50% discount off my hong bao meh:( lol go my grandma house, she nvr cook...so jus cook something quick n easy to fill my stomach lor....haha then go my relative house..... stay overnight:)
tats all folks,
justin

Happy Badae Poh huat....haha getting older liao, mus mature le arh.....stop being chikopeh o~~~
haha 17 liao leh~~~~so gd adult soon le.....hope u lyk my gift to u...Rubric leh mus precious keep it arh! haha nt bad badae goes with CNY.....cool day:) my badae coming in 2weeks....present from u arh haha....
always Love,
justin

Hey Peps,
i'm back from my grandma house....wa tell u wat...1st time in my life reunion dinner is so boring.... haix nt all came n eat reunion dinner lor.... reach to my grandma house which i'm the most late one haha... greet them then go grab my food.... food taste good n look good^^ 7to 8 ppl onli.... shit no abalone:( haha new yr always hav tat wat...shit la my cousin nvr come so nvr take out, as if they so big sia! lol quarrel with my bro for nth.... sian lor....eat finish abt 30min then go home liao.... very sad sia doesnt look lyk a reunion dinner to me o.0 haha anyway tmr will be exciting so gonna took many pics...sad la pc tio virus cant use any file to upload pic:( i really hope joalina will accept my gift....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
wa today poh badae sia!!!! very excited to see his surprise....i so ps lor nvr buy present for poh then go check POSB to see my bank acc....wa left $30 then very scared la...don noe wat can i buy for him....then go TM see wat thing to get for him...sad is all shop is closed except Toy R us and a kimiko shop where mostly for gals....so go Toy R us then bought rubric for him...hope he lyk it:) then faster took bus to 201 mac....diao only me came then saw vincent....then go buy food 1st...then saw some of them come liao....then everyone meet le and bluff poh 12.30pm then meet as a cell to go airport... then merri draw a frog for his badae card holder...very cute but then joel go destroy the pics with nose mole n all funny stuff haha....then joel bought a cake with creamer n sweet to make it more attractive...sad lor last min planning for poh....merri very wei da la coz she design until 4am finish....pro lor...then reach poh house le everyone so excited and going to budge his house and gave him a surprise...i was recording all along the way...haha funny is poh is still sleeping! wa piang cannot stand him leh lyk boss sia still sleeping!!! PIG arh! then we went to his room and sing happy badae song to him....haha seeing him recorded in a messy funny hair n torn tee lyk chikopeh jus woke up...funny lor then he rush to the toilet n bath....then the sis so innocent sleeping halfway then saw us waking her up.... haha then we sit in the kitchen while waiting for poh....wa in the toilet for so long-_-! when he came out from the toilet, he totally turn to a different person...haha then go down as a cell to the bus stop...chat with yz abt the piercy jackson and the lightning thief show...haha poh wan watch leh.... its made by harry potter director leh! see sheperd lyk tat liao.... then go airport t3 saw pastor daniel....then go kopitiam eat...then go somewhere slack...saw austin cell too....then join them for awhile...lol austin go wear my cap n shade...lyk retarded ah beng haha...then go home le....overall sian lor but nvm is poh badae....enjoyed:) sad edwin nvr come..... haha today will be eating Reunion Dinner at grandma house^^ so went home 1st....do my wanted posting then go grandma house eat dinner....next few days will go KL visit relative house and singapore too...haha big family rith! but then many ppl is so stingy lor...hong bao lyk decrease price from $6 become $2 in poor relative sides....sua la see them ke lian haha.... then chat with edwin at facebook haha.... k la don talk le off to my grandma house.....
continue post soon,
justin

我想这个时候应该开始坚强了，不希望历史重演，好想寻找回自己的人生。。。。但有些事我的心还放不下不知该如何把他取出掉。。。如何放下或继续？或谁会把我的心给融化掉？

Hey Peps,
hey chinese new yr coming le very excited;) y? coz collect hong bao le marh haha.... today wearing red tee, Bermudas , cap and shade....look cool n fashion in sch for the 1st time haha...i go cut hair ytd and today hope stupid mr raj will let me off:( then saw hakim at my block so took taxi tgt....haix i thought he will treat me lor, don noe y i ned to pay half...sian i would rather took bus to sch instead....reach sch, at the canteen chat with janet n shu hui... then 7.30am assemble at the hall...wa hao lei look at my wearing, get shock haha....wa piang keep borrow my shade lol....then after assembly, all models ned to report at the hall for preparation....haha then i keep tease hao lei coz he n xiao fei going on stage haha.... then mdm shahrifah saw hao lei wear sch uni. so whole class choose me n xiao fei....so i bo bian accept lor...wa if joalina same sch as me walking couple catwalk, really feel warmth n sweet lor, but fact is nt:( then thinking how to walk lor...30min past, i planned le then we rehearse at the hall for 3times then wont feel scary liao... ms tan say the catwalk mus hav 3pose then go down the stage another pose then can go le.... so 1st pose is walk to the front n make a heartshape n walk to the front then 2nd is make a turn n last is a propose action then go down make a I LOVE YOU action to the sch then heard alot of screams la haha...thought will win at least a 3rd coz 1st sure will be genn n iqbal coz they rent a mascot costume...2nd sure upper sec marh..... then result is 3t1 got 3rd...lol they anyhow choose de coz they see only those who wear costume de...wa piang walk so ugly can get 3rd-_- am i jealous? haha~ then hav afew teacher in pairs to walk as a model...wa mr lau n ms tan hot arh! cowboy costume....haha mr lau so action walking catwalk sia!!!! then go back to my class seats and classmates jus keep asking me y i nvr get 3rd? and ask me did i really kiss xiao fei hand during the propose action? k i reply "NO LOR!!!!" i fake fake near her hand only....i'm innocent:( then see some performance lyk 24drums which is so lol and some indian stupid show...aiya all preformance very stupid de except fashion show haha....after sch ends at 11am, wait at the canteen for janet n shu hui coz wei ting call them....after talk le, walk tgt....while walking, wei ting look at me hav a lime green shoe...lol ask me to take off coz her fav colour...diao i don noe y said don wan...wa da jie da leh very xiong de...ty god nvr tio dai ji from her.... then janet n shu hui went up with wei ting gang so i told them i go off 1st...then followed with another grps of my friends.... we took bus21 and go TM eat....so i went home to take Joalina valentine gift...is a Giant piglet and a rose bear which hav sound haha my friends wish me gd luck and said to me very romantic^^ suay lor walking up then saw andrew n jun yong....they keep calling me but i faster go off nt letting them catch me...then miss them le so go kopitiam to meet my friends...then ate minced noodle then plan to watch Piercy Jackson and the Lightning thief...NICE show^^ is abt Myths n Monster....bought 3.30pm show so still early then go mini toons to ask them help me wrap the gift for joalina.... i feel so ready and keep imagine wat joalina going to express out her feelings? feel so excited^^ then go slack at open plaza till 3.30pm....then go watch de show le...bought jolly sandy over there drink.... shiok sia when u drink alcohol inside the movie theater....finish show is 6pm...Got shock told poh i'm late...then go toilet then rush to mrt then took to city hall for church service at fairmout hotel.... my giant gift jus let ppl around me looking at it with tempting of having it...and it jus charge my excitement....went meet the cell at burger king.....poh saw me having a big gift n told joel i think so...then poh told me nt to giv joalina....then called out from joel...treated me starbucks...should hav knew his motive....he talk to me in an area and settle some dai ji then talk abt the gift... this is where my mood started to down to the very max.... joel said the gift i shouldnt giv her and told him tat joalina don mind... but he said things to make me feel i shouldnt giv her... i feel so irritated, giv someone a gift got problem meh...ldrs wan find me dai ji i also no choice wat...i nvr do something wrong wat, give someone a gift got sin meh? i did ask permission wat... attitude to me is sux for joel then i no choice....tis is me! can change but mus see the season climate got change anot lor...chim rith? diao then somemore at 1st he told me he thought I'm Gay??? chee bye tis make my mood down to the super super max....na bei i gay then his wat? fuck so many church boy....do wat stupid lame subway? na bei wat form of communication? then lyk tat female do wat body contact style? wan report tis post arh leaders? lai lor...i stating the facts....i don care gals read tis...tis super normal-_- head to the hotel, ask poh y he scold me... then he told me to keep the gift for 10yrs then giv her.... pls la 10yrs, don noe will she hav bf in sec3 or wat.... 打铁趁热...heard b4 anot? feel so vexed out lor! PnW is time where i meet God n ease my temper....then go back to my seat, ji bai sean's bro go kick my dar dar gift...nvr die b4 arh! nvr even say sry.... wa super headache lor stupid translator...so gay n nt even a expert in translate....english here, chinese here....irritating sia! feel lyk shout to the translator DIAM la chao gay.... end of service, sian sian lor look around see where is joalina....i feel heartbreak lor the feeling is lyk i get refunded from her n its very torture to me... i don wan to waste n look at the gift till mould comes in the next 10yrs... i wan to giv her b4 valentine day ends, becoz them! THEM! so busybody! Joel no gf is a fact coz he don want to hav now.... dosent mean i mus follow him till very old liao then ask a gal...can i jio u anot? pls la gal run away liao-_- now got the youth look don find one in future very hard liao... tell me if ppl look at kind heart arh? pls la singaporean only see beauty charm nt whether u so kind or good anot....nvr heard b4 meh? good man long ago extinct liao-_-! for wat wait for 1 good man? wait till u die go heaven lor...coz there is where gd ppl are kept-_-! after the stupid irritaing service, took cell pic and then go off...reach home abt 11.30pm...
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
wa time go fast, even my post too haha...now 400 le so fast haha....simply love to post so much lor haha....morning went to sch, bought jolly sandy and drink...feel gasy n super hungry after drinking tat but i lyk it haha...soon will drink Heineken to upgrade my alcohol percent haha....today gals grooming check lol my class farhana and Badriyah got called out of wearing short skirt n fringe touching eyebrown....gosh i hate tis sch, i cut hair liao still tio scolding-_-! back short lor y mus be slope leh? haha hao lei kor cut short hair very funny n cute sia haha.... he now look more 傻B than before haha....wa piang later got home econ class test 2 sia! very scared lor nvr prepare:( ty god when we go back to class, Kira copy ans on a paper then gave me an idea of doing that....then finish copy, feel safe n sure know will pass de then no worries haha..... after tat go for EL, haha sharmeen very angry coz ytd mr lau go say her bad things....then siao siao mr lau keep shouting at us! BUAY SONG LIAO~~~ then do some cutting for haiti project coz bo liao hear his scolding.... then hao lei keep begging me to let him join my team, same goes to huan he....told them to ask mdm shahrifah liao.... hehe keep saying NO to hao lei, just play him de....haix seriously i wan to do it alone lor coz they sure eventually let me do all de....FUCK Sia! wa syafiqah put eye contact lens liao getting prettier:) then Geo mus copy all the paragraph which killing me lor!!!! most funny is xavier insist to switch on the broken fan coz he keep complain very hot...hate his sissy attitude-_-! then halfway the fan wire came off, almost drop down to syafiqah...quite shocking, syafiqah jump out n shout somemore haha damm funny....lol Maths period, mdm tang catch irra n another gal to class coz they interact to badriyah during lesson outside the classroom....haha mdm tang smile wide n said wow there's a boy saw tat gal wear short skirt....WOW~~~(chikopeh reaction) haha jus imagine tat....i keep laughing then tio scolding from mdm tang of being a laughing gas.... then assembly today i don lyk coz its chinese opera, got scary mask sia....i look down don wan to watch....argh! stupid hao lei keep on lift my head n force me to see!!!!Chicken~ wa valentine day 4more days le, so excited to give a gift to Joalina but what i really hope is to go out with her:) i know is impossible coz she still too young.... sad arh i will wait for her de....after sch, decided to grp with huan he n hao lei....then go for prefect meeting....tio scolding from mr Raj coz long hair... Fuck sia cut liao then still get scolding...waste money nt going to cut again, jus wax up! then go back home with hao lei while sending songs.... then he treat me BBT coz help him do the project then took bus home....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
today post wanna make it short n sweet:) morning very sian coz its read period....had short test which is so easy...then quite sleepy lor today coz last nith work so tired plus my muscle cramp leg:(
angry at hao lei and one whole day nvr talk with him:( HATE HIM!!! lol classmates started ask me y so emo? haha...then fall asleep during physic and then recess sleep awhile....11.40am go down eat n saw shu hui....eat tgt with janet n others....eating halfway, janet see wc hp n very angry....bang shu hui bag n leave....jia hao came foward n ask shu hui, but she don noe....after recess, slept in class again....when bell rings, go for social study lesson, heard tat Janet went to the toilet n lock herself....shu hui go concern her and was late for awhile during lesson...Janet skip class sia so shiok:( then shu hui skip maths after SS period....halfway during recess saw hao lei text me earlier which i jus notice, he admit is his fault but nvr say sry, haix MAN‘S PRIDE....sua lor then he sent me song which i'm shock that he now then sent me... i had a feeling to ask him, Y now then sent me? Y nvr talk to me 1whole day n concern me? sad lor half forgive him ba....then today got quite alot of hw la sian:( haha found out tat Mei hua stead with a malay boy name syazwan from 3N1 or 3N4....idk haha....then after sch, i start to talk to hao lei one sentence and bb liao...at least one sentence for one whole day...wa our cold war finally end haha....also heard our SS common test mostly ppl get almost passed result.... then the Haiti project do individual so went to IT lab and print pics till no more ink....Janet told me Bellerina go seduce wei cheng again and still act innocent which gave her 2yrs to change but still the same....Janet told me tat she went to outdoor classroom shout her name and scolded her stop seduce WC....wa she so fierce man! then mr soh, ms dolly, ms chew, and mr singh knows about it...ms chew go spread the case coz Janet skip her lesson lor:( then today took bus home, then go cut hair...LONG QUEUE AND WAITED FOR 1hr 20min:( then go home eat le n bath....by the time nt enough time to study home econ liao:(
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
for the past 2days or something i nvr post, so sry guys coz i 've been busy in studies n work.... jus finish all the re-reap test and now waiting for home econ paper result and i believe i will passed^^ hoping tat class test2 will go smoothly.... scary sia all the question hard to find the ans so how am i going to revise, try my best lor:( new update for my school prayer meeting... seriously my school is worn out lyk shit le and our sch ppl are mostly cannot make it on their attitude le so no point to invite ppl to go for prayer even if only hav 2 or 3 ppl is holy, now even the holy chanel had stop the prayer, see there is no point to hold on TKSS revival....wat I noe, now broadrick is my last hope for prayer meeting but i don noe now whether is there any prayer meeting in broadrick anot? 80% sure dont have de:) alright anyway past 2days ba, camp end with a short presentation of what we had learnt through this and area cleaning...most enjoyed is the water bomb session haha fun lor.... then went to cell grp...nt really but actually is zone meeting on last sat at Jabez house....feel more stress tat day coz alot of ppl and it suffocates me alot....give GL face again-_- feel tired after work:( hate ppl keep asking me Are u ok? coz it really irritates me:( after the boring game n preeching, went home for reunion dinner at my house where relatives come....seriously i hate them coming to my house coz the feeling is so insecure coz singaporean is lyk tat, love to spit out comment at something they dont lyk it..... once reach TM, bought J.CO doughnuts then went home eat dinner....quite pack very squeasy and nt close with each other, sad:( then told my parent had camp ned to go off now but actually i lied to them again actually went to hao lei kor house stay overnight...don noe y leh i love to go his house even though is at Serangoon.... his house appearance cannot make it,very dirty n messy(only his room) but his atmosphere is fun all the time haha....went to his house learn to play dota...really learn alot from him and still nt use to it in some ways....haha on the dark night wanted to go his house by myself but halfway lost in the middle of his void deck:( he live blk 410 st? 04-438....haha nice door no....then called him to pick me up! OMG! he came down half naked...ty God is at night, if noon then he is a super psycho pervert;) haha then doughnut prepare tmr then eat lor...receive Joel msg tat cell tmr will go watch a movie...so gd:( then next day wake up from my bro stupid alarm clock which keep alarming!!!! once i wake up, stupid hao lei wake up with shock in appear and look at me with stern look, as if i almost going to rape him-_-! pathetic lor haha i think he had a nightmare haha.... wa piang somemore he scolded me 傻B for no reason....then went to brush my teeth n wash hair....wa he 1st thing is play dota liao-_-! lol then play halfway i go bath n do my hw 1st....then got tis gal 22yrs old just been break up with her BF then hao lei go ask her out for valentine day, be a day of couple....lol i really find him crazy lor but ty God the gal reject him orelse i cant believe in my own eyes..... haha then tio bully from him lor went to a stupid small church in chinese version where the pastor look so fake n retard during his speech but i lyk their church song.... haha guess wat i do during the testimony? i go do chinese exercise book n listen to music....Bastard leh but who cares? here worst than cornerstone so i hack care coz i noe is jus a waste of time going his church....then went to eat mac...after eat le, wan go cut hair but got alot of ppl so sua lor coz my bro only willing to wait for gals in an long hour rather waiting for a boy jus a min:( sad sia tis kind of ppl also have-_-! then called Janet n decided to say BB with my kor n go airport find them coz feel so boring with him all the time.... mus let go the kite 1st haha....then reach airport is lyk so JAM and chaotic....Y? coz is the last day of Air show at airport....Mac at T2 is so pack till many crew from morning till mid came n so its lyk u cant imagine how crazy out there?....then reach t3 saw them then decided to go Bugis street and shop then go Yoshinoya eat... lol actually i'm the one who is shopping, they jus giv me opinion to buy which things....jus be a Zinc member and bought 2bags.... then go buy many bermudes to wear^^ then a cap:) spent $110 then go window shopping at crown plaza after the hot humid street where jam for a long time at the traffic light-_-! then go bugis junction too....saw our friend huang nan... then go eat at Yoshinoya....ps too some money from Janet then cause her no meal to eat then she bought snacks to eat...feel so ps but she nt angry at me so wheew~~~haha:) then took mrt home....reach home, slowly pack my clothes.... then next day going to have common test damm it nvr study so hope it will be easy^^On Mon, pack my bag liao then prepare to go sch...wa today going to take my 2.4km again and going to score better than b4 coz wear Aaron big size PE pants....then common test quite ok er...nt really hard and ty God today no grooming check or else i ho sey liao haha....then P.E i ran and really improved alot and got the 1st to complete, so proud of myself:) from 13min17s To 12min30sec really improved alot and got grade4 means 4marks for me^^then some of them nt running will do pumping, broadjump and more....then went back for MT class....had a short test and i was keep sweating n sweating....haha had a apple face,burning HOT~~~~then yue jing bless me her tissue and cool down for awhile....test quite easy:) Recess go eat 1st haha afterwards got muscle cramp on my leg...then now walk lyk crippled:( Gosh mdm tang say file Become Fuck haha u cant imagine tat man!!!!! after sch, mac called me to work so went home with shu hui coz she also going to work later...today work quite kinda fun or boring coz doing cashier n nt many customer la...most complicated tat today met a korean lady ordered mac which her accent makes me blur in her pronunciation....then told Hao lei today mus help me download all the song i want coz its important, nt really jus make him feel stress to do fast haha....then after work go t3 find shu hui, wa piang she suddenly so hyper cant stand her when ppl jus looking at us finding wierd la haha...then go there do maths 1st then shu hui so gd...after work can go make soda ice cream drink without any scolding:( shiok sia t3!!! then finish le call hao lei and ask him got download anot....he say he don wan continuously so bo bian i kap the phone and don talk to him le..... very angry lor, he promised me then nvr do somemore keep on say things irresponsible:( then took bus home le....reach home, faster pack le then go slp....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey peps,
lol ytd nvr post coz i was having leadership in sch...which is lyk so lame coz 2days 1 night....overall tis camp i should say its nt well planned but so so for me is still ok coz its jus 2days 1 night.... sry arh i try my best to remember wat happen on fri coz i had a short term memory bimbo haha....morning feel sick seeing mdm siti during the morning assembly, nt happy with her lor....then had geo class which do classwork only....then EL way boring haha ty god still got the laughter from sharmeen n badriyah haha....next is physic lesson, ms chew today wear very sexy till hao lei saw it with saliva drooling all over his mouth...wa piang his open wide mouth staring at teacher, u sure laugh lyk hell hahaha.... then recess nth special....lol bring 1 giant camping bag to sch feel so retard coz its jus 2days 1 nith lol.... after recess, will be maths....then after sch, go canteen sit with hao lei n others n slack n hear music...1.30pm they go to hall for wu shu, as for me, i doing maths hw n thankfully it had finished all le....then faster change to PT to go for NPCC....today NPCC at 1st doing crafting de but no one serious then cancel liao then do song cheer n 30times pumping....suddenly rain heavily, wa then then the ldrship camp for them who went to ECP will lyk luo tang ji haha...after NPCC its abt 5pm....i faster went back home n bath n repack to smaller bag....reach sch will start our BBQ....the food very nice....then took some pics....after tat everyone get ready for nightwalk....lol same as NPCC camp in sch, they will act as ghost to scare us as we ned to find clues at the 3rd level....fun sia! the bellerina very funny lol, starting scared lyk pussy keep holding me....haha i keep scaring ppl n make alot of funny noises....then went back to our bunk n some will go n bath....for boys will slp at library n gals will slp at 4n1 classroom.... then had a super long speech from mr siva n going to fall asleep coz its 11pm liao.... then had supper lyk ice cream or cup noodle....then go slp while some of them watching the video....watch until 3am to finish the show, they said...then listen to music when sleeping....shiok haha....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps tis weekends i will hav leadership camp same goes to others.... tmr start:)
tats all folks,
justin

兄弟们，
今天早上心情本来特别好的就有一些误会而让我弄伤了自己两双手。。。早上搭地铁去学校也顺便等豪类去买面包。。哇！害我上学差点迟到。。。过后就快点带好领带。。。哇！今天有grooming check，老师会查看男生长头发而已。。。女生可爽了！过后就去上课，上英文班时，豪类跟我说话简直都听不到！哈哈不好意思:)一到了home-econ时，这是我开始心情不好的时后。。。今天做鸡扒吃，好高兴哦！几分钟后，本来想给美华看刚拍的照可是不小心开到歌而且是超大声被隔壁老师误会而被confiscate手机到一年！简直发疯了！！！回班伤心过度而情绪失控才抓伤双手和脚。。。很感动又需都朋友问候我还好吗？但太多人让我觉得很烦！！！被shu hui 和 janet 发现我的伤，让她们担心真不好意思。。。对不起豪类不才你的关心:( 放学后，虽然手机哪回了但那臭老师却顶撞了副校长和学长老师。。。被骂得差点掉眼泪还差点要被剪光头。。。幸亏学长老师放我一马不然我在也不敢抬头看着世界了。。。解释在一张纸后，就等丫停做完功课才回家。。。很感动shu hui 本来有工在4点却牺牲愿意陪我。。。情绪还有点低咯希望明天会开心点。。。
后会有期，
猪钉

您好朋友，
我的新外号叫猪钉泰国产。。。。死豪类给我的笨外号。。。
豪类的外号是hao lian或好累。。。。哈哈！
没事了，
猪钉=)

Hey Peps,
sleeping at home usually is the best moment to find peace....but still miss hao lei house...haha there very shiok marh hope to go his house again... muhahaa took bus to sch, bring my present along which is so retarded coz the plastic bag too big liao! haha everyone stare for sure in the bus de== then reach sch, go canteen chat with sharmeen n others....syafiqah lyk siao sia saw the tortise lyk crazy sia haha....then hao pei tis thurs will be his badae n ms lyn today will be her last day teaching....orh~~~miss her^^ then go to hall haha benjaporn giv tw badae present a big packet of wang wang biscuit haha lyk humiliate him or something....then during 1st period got home econ test, lol don noe how to spell essential lorh~~~spelled ecsential=.= haha then had gone for maths n so on....brought my photo album n the pic ytd printed....lol everyone jus borrow here n there to see my pic...lol last yr pic abt me n mh lyk so long liao still wan giv out free ad to whole class....lame la tian yi n others== haha then my baby pic paste it on noticeboard, lol ps~~~~ then during recess put the class photo at the noticeboard.... wa hao lei saw i print his pic, tickle n bully me lyk hell worh sad:( haha lol one of the pic quite funny sia, badriyah promoting colgate to everyone haha.... laugh lyk hell!!! then MT, lol ms tan still angry of me.... Assembly, abt indian dance which is er xing to me....their head shake very kua zhang la...scary!!!! lol now every lesson, will always hav sharmeen n badriyah scary laughter, mostly during EL n READ period haha..... after sch, go pass up hw at office then saw hao lei n bb with him then go prefect meeting with syafiqah....tw n eng tat don noe go where liao....wa tis fri got camp liao, excited^^
after meeting, then go home le.....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
hao lei wake me up again....haha his bed too shiok for me to slp le....hao lei mercy me for 20min more slp leh haha...then wake up wash hair again...lol eat same food again then go sch tgt.... haha his prata i scared liao coz he say he everyday eat prata every breakfast....eee scary freak! reach sch le then go back to class saw xiao fei reach so early...wa! coz she work last nith scared late marh~~ while hao lei copy my hw, i listen to music n slack...haha my turn to hao lian liao coz he nvr do hw last nith, keep play stupid dota...haha he tio hang for many times, gd for him=) morning assembly, saw the class tee on the paper very nice sia! love it but some china ppl don lyk jus don noe y lol.... wa next week can collect liao shiok! then wanted to paste it in noticeboard but then the stupid mr lai scold me for nth....then scolded him CB== in class, stupid hao lei sit beside me n huan he for nth haha we had name as china gang coz ppl say de lol.... wa sad lor lydia really left TKSS le:( lol maths result i fail by 2 mark....wasted 10mrks by making careless mistakes....wth now i rmb wat question to ask hao lei le....haha sua lor i admit i lose le.... wa ye zhen got full mark sia!!! smart sia! hao lei got 31mark worh~~~~ carry on to the end of the sub then gone home with hao lei....haha closer with hao lei le now he is my everlast kor haha.... best kor in my life.... others lyk isaac n sam nt even a mth:( diao sua le la haha he's the best.... after tat i got work but nvr bring mac tee then saw janet n shu hui at airport.... wa got work so call kor to go home 1st:( then called mac tat i work later but stupid jolyn noe i late so don let me work....ma de~~~ then janet n shu hui go took bus to airport 1st le....saw m33n n others then follow them go home...mei hua n umira wan go eat mac then followed them...at 1st wan to eat soulgarden with joel n my sheepmate but i don wan to see them~~~ then go eat mac with them...wa piang in the bus jia hao talk to me, scare me! haha recently, i've been using my new headset n alot of ppl started buy same brand as me n hao lian lol...i too fashion for them to follow liao lol...haha! after eat mac, went CS photoshop to print some photo....i spent $13 to pay nets haha...then went to TM bought some keychain then wanted to do member then spent buying giant piglet n tortise to pay above $50... be member le feel shiok! then go seoulgarden see whether i can say high to edwin n yz anot...haha saw joel came out...wa ty god i saw them when they jus eat finish the food...lol say hi le then saw natasha n desiree at the artserve...suay~~~~
wa alot of ppl diao at my toy sia haha....reach home think twice then plan nt to giv joalina the piglet during valentine day but i guess nt coz later sure got dai ji later in church...too bad lor in the end gave tortise to shu hui for her belated badae i own...then piglet gave janet for future badae....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
after morning got wake from hao lei....wa piang last nith don hav a gd slp....haha wake up le go wash hair then change....wa tat stupid hao lei did something stupid n unglam, hish....cannot say haha.... then he so kind go make roti prata for my breakfast....wa so touched sia haha coz i don eat breakfast de:) while he doing prata, i kindly pour chocolate milk for him sia! wa we both lyk so high class, drink milk worh~~~ then something super bad news came to me!!!!! Guess wat? i forget to bring sch shoe!!!! damm it we faster eat le then took mrt to my house change to sch shoe...haha hao lei say he jealous tat i can wear lime green shoe to sch lol....ps sia he sneakly go see my house=.= gosh! then withdraw $20 to take taxi to sch coz no time le.... wa he is the 1st person i treat taxi fares:( see i so gd sia! then tio warning from stupid MELISSA for nt bringing thermometer....ps sia i prefect leh:( then go back to class with him.... lol ytd prank ye zhen name call ye kui at QQ.com haha china web messenger..... scary sia later will hav maths common test!!! rmb wat hao lei teach le but jus keep forgetting one question to ask him.... during morning assembly, pass to tong wang present at PA room, haha many ppl jealous i 1st time giv so EX present haha....HAPPY BADAE tong wang:) after the common test, wa do quite easy sia keep hao lian but don noe will pass anot haha....then carry on with lessons lor.... mdm shahrifah said today mus make class t-shirt so last nith spend all the effort on making another class tee design with hao lei till 1am plus.... really hope class will lyk it.... most of them love it if the tee change to black n words to white.... Steady la! then having all lesson lor, quite sleepy:( during maths, funny is hao lei seat infront dare to sleep, so gd mdm tang nvr scold him:( how i hope he tio big scolding haha i so bad sia:) One bad news heard tat Lydia will be with us for the last day during chemistry coz her bro study at broadrick so she mus follow:( then i plan to hav a class photo as we waiting for the filtration experiment....fun to hav class pic coz is when i can see them smile:) wa 1st day of feb i took 1st whole class pic...very special day haha! then took some also... oh ya today PE ran 2.4km n my timing is 13min:) haha below 15min pass so i got 2mark for the test:) but me, tw , hao lei n some of them want to retake...hehe my next target 10min! jyjy justin^^ then whole body turn jelly.... sad for sharmeen hope her muscle ache cure soon:) then MT do formal letter... then mus finish up by today so i no time then called huan he to help me do... after sch, ya zhen collect liao then ask hao lei to go his house once more..... he say ok then go lor.... took mrt with ye zhen n hao lei, yezhen drop at aljunied then chat with hao lei to serangoon....reach home le, he play dota i go bath 1st....very tired then took a long nap while he playing.... diao while sleeping halfway to cloud 09, lol aaron called me....they at art serve do class tee le... wa $20 nia then they ask me wat colour for class tee n nt using ours le coz other class got wing on their back....sad sia! then wasted effort last nith:( after tat, continue slp from 3.40pm till 6pm....wa i pig sia! haha idiot hao lei go wake me up to eat dinner with him=.= orelse can slp longer haha.... then went to go coffee shop to pack mixed vegetables rice then bought naughty G coke n jolly sandy to drink.... hao lei then buy another packet of milk then tmr drink.... reach home le then eat lor.... watch anima with him while eating....haha korean gals so act cute=.= then do homework le....stupid hao lei keep playing dota n showing off how pro is he!!! diao he action don do hw then i hack care him lor....12am then lights off....
tats all folks,
justin

Hey Peps,
1st nith slp at hao lei house nt bad haha....I feel shiok sleeping unaked for the 1st time...hehe his house the fan too small for me le, cant feel the wind coz he block everything----slp beside him ma....he too fat le tats y cant feel the wind haha...lol morning 5am i thought i was suppose to wake him up to go sch....1st person is hao lei wake me up 1st worh~~~~ haha sad sia giving him alot of pressure to wake me up...how smart of him tat he tickle me lyk hell to wake me up!!! lol nvr slp well sia coz hot leh....haha at nith went to his house on sun quite fun n exciting....y? we went to ordered mac for dinner and when his turn to order, his mind totally blank tat he don noe how to say whether he wan upsize anot...jus keep saying Double cheese meal....haha help him lor but the female counter keep laughing haha....he totally ps liao....b4 going to mac, actually he wan go kopitiam coz he can speak chinese marh haha....i force him to go mac then so sad for him lor....wa i walk around serangoon is super unknown for me lol... stupid hao lei keep fooling me to go wrong place:( wa when u step in his house, is super sticky floor and he nvr switch on his lights in the living room but only his room....wa piang his house is damm messy n abit stench of smell...from where? from his sofa filled with days clothing....scary rith~~~~eeeee...... i buay tahan his rm so help him clear his mess except wash the clothing, jus throw the rubbish lor....haha see i so gd but he treat me lyk a maid:( after ate mac then go download some music from his laptop....soon go bath coz i cant stand the heat sia!!!! wa piang nvr ask where his bathing towel then go use his foot towel to wipe my body...OMG! ty god the towel jus changed so nt really dirty...wheew~~~~ haha then see him play some dota then do maths revision....his teaching nt bad but don hav the mood to study:( haha 12plus le he suddenly turn lyk a midnight sick wolf....wa he go watch Korean gals dancing.... and talk to me so horny....wa! cant stand his perversity then accidentally gave him a hard punch on his back....die liao! tio slam dunk to his bed....n tickle me till my tears falls:( haha tats was my happiest moment on sunday after the bad mood from church! even if i quit my job, tat doesnt mean everything will change....even if my attitude had changed, tat doesnt mean i really got things to chat with the cell....sian all i had is scolding! after tat 1plus finish up my poster n help hao lei 2....then faster go sleep coz tmr got sch!
tats all folks,
justin