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Hey Peps,
I now feel so fuck up by all the problems and thoughts that make me feel so low grade....is it becoz after piercing, my life changed from bad to worst? Or is it becoz of someone tat hurt me and make me do silly things? I began to mix with wei cheng, wei ting, mei hua, tong wang, shu hui and bellerina most of the time and they really make me laugh n cheering me up a lot....I don get their influence even though i with them coz I have God in my heart so don worry:D I hate poh huat scold me n nag me every weekend by all his same old thing....I felt so phobia to go cell grp n church lor....NB since the day when he said h gave up on me to invest on me and leave me to be a normal christian, then let it be coz i'm sick of being a ldr.... CCB DICKY LEOW, who do u think u r? BETRAYER DOG! after having poh huat as yr shepherd, u rarely or even nvr find n talk to me anymore...ty God i still hav EOIN my dear son....Now i learnt my lesson nt to invest on ppl so much with money coz is a waste to me....In the end, u just feel lyk tio cheated somehow....My EOY result, fail so many subject...Now i left EL, ML and FnN to pull me up to sec4 le....if FnN fail, then i will retain lor....Going church having all this hurts again, simply adding more hurts from the past hurts i had....Felt miserable....sharing to all my problems to khong my cell ldr, make me felt better....I had enough for all this emo life and I wanna break through somehow....hmm also happy for shu hui n mei hua coz just celebrate their badae this week:D Very fun:D During the holiday, I will be working as mac again n when i turn 16, I will be working at orchard hotel....Hope i will clear all my debts soon....I now also really hate being love coz the hurts I get will be even worst....
Tats all folks,
Justin

Hey Peps,
Going sch take exam le haha still nvr study...bo heart liao how? lol hope I really can study lor but in the end still keep on think of playing sia....Hope my paper faster end:D EL n ML paper seriously is a piece of cake sia:D hope other sub wont disappoint me:D something make me feel shag coz i no longer being a shepherd for dicky....haix since i still nt in a standard, still so childish then sua sua lor....IDK wat to do with my own life le.....haix don feel lyk posting blog anymore sia but i will keep on try my best to update lor:D hmm....after exam sure go play lyk mad lor haha:D I miss kenneth baby sia so long nvr see him n today just saw him at arcade PIU:D aww...haha sian cant play with him coz he going chalet with his friend soon.....then me janet n sinni n some other brd student plan after sch meet n study MATHS worh but in the end nvr haha only Janet....Then starting after sch everyone go home change 1st so Arun said wan follow and he said he will be on another late bus n meet us later so I brought my friends to my house 1st...after awhile arun reach, we drag the time awhille then leave after tat when we reach bus int....he was so angry and mad abt us jus to wait for 45min....lol we also wait the same for him wat....wtf! He then made public nuisance in front of the whole ppl with his F up uniform lor....wth lyk our fault lyk tat? sua sua then i walk away don be childish lor.....after tat meet sinni n janet then go tm food court eat n study....once others all left, me sinni n janet slack awhile more then go arcade play n took neoprint....next we then went to CS blues to buy ear stuts then they two go wear le then ask me to pierce also since the shop is moving to serangoon on the 24 oct....then i think very long, in the end i pierce le...thought damm pain in the end is nth lor lol...haha wanna pierce helix too sia! but church sure tio gan me wan....haix one is enough lor..... after tat go t1walk walk then go home le.... once reach home, Janet find dai ji to qian yi in the end now wan turn big n wan meet tok tok lol.....
tats all folks,
Justin