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Hey Peps,
in the morning once i wake up, its lyk 8am while i going to meet the cell at 9am..
wa piang my whole body ache sia! damm pain n try my best to go to church even though i feel lyk resting at home... i go bath then took bus to church...i noe i'm late so no choice who cares anyway the service is start on 10am...when i reach to church, service is abt to start where ppl is jamming with all the seats...i sian sian again:(
ty god poh help me reserve seats:) i feel emo sia seriously no energy to carry on with cornerstone... i seating beside grp of zone6...i buay tahan de wat...coz many ppl so i forget it lah at least they cant really spot me-_- sound so lame watever-_-
during service, i feel lyk bo chap jus draw pic lor but keep hearing poh chant i forget it don draw jus listen her testimony... after service, very very sian!!! i cover myself up with a hoody then play my hp...i cover up myself coz i don wan to see the zone6 ppl... i hav a super stress facing them!!!!!!!! coz i noe i will get demonic posses when seeing them! i maybe will scold them or even dui diao them! lol cover myself up with blasing music on my ears nvr even notice tat 2 zone6 ppl trying to ask me whether am i ok... so poh help me ans coz i nvr notice...its madeline n ivan! the 2 most irritating person tat i hate yet concern me:( but b4 tat i don noe is when poh explain to me from head to toe.... when i was with my hoody on, my cell thought i was angry or emo...ya doubt so coz i feel myself too haha... after tat whole cell said tat we will be eating at roxy then go parkway giant by pinic start to marina barrage tmr for zone outing^^ while whole cell going to roxy, poh start to explain to me wat had happen during the incident or miscommunicate with joalina matters.... at 1st i heard it, i feel annoyed n angry but after tat i'm deep with the subject n slowly i forgive the zone6 ppl... after all the long explaination, i feel so guilt n foolish on some actions tat i didnt notice:( e.g the edited pic i made of me n joalina...in a incident tat i put joalina love me but which is nt...i hope my dear readers tat pls don misunderstood coz is the opposite way...is i'm the one who lyk her:)sry to Ivan, Nicholas, Madeline n Joalina....forgive me n let it be a past.... Ivan: sry i being rude to you n scolded vulgarity... Nicholas: sry tat i nvr thought of you jus trying to protect yr sis which i been wishful thinking... Madeline: sry tat i nvr respect or understand you... Joalina: sry tat i been giving u alot of troubles.... after my heart is open, i felt a relieve n ty poh huat tat you brought my smiles back....(tears drop for 5min) *too touched le... then we went to roxy eat while others had finish eating...i started to talk with the cell but not much...haha saw yu zhong tio needle or prickles or something on his hand...haha poh smart to take out but feel so sad for yz coz i noe how painful it is haha^^ then went to giant buy things, nt really active but feel joy with them... called janet n shu hui coz so sian over there haha... then talk with yz then we took bus to sean house...use sean laptop to post blog n edit facebook... ate joel homemade speagetti which taste yummy n cheesy haha... continue use com till 9plus poh wan us to go home
:( reach home faster watch tao hua xiao mei...last ep le:( haha ending very funny sia the yu yi^^ rest nith^^
tats all folks,
justin