Do you Know him?

Hey Peps,
last nith i dreamt i was very happy with joalina walking on a beautiful beach, picking seashell n make heartshape....we were very happy n united as a couple but tis is jus a dream....once i wake up its a fresh day to go sch... my smile jus couldnt resist to pull down faces...i was so happy n excited tat even i slept for 5hrs i still so refresh n awake....during sch, wow sam left in TKSS...gd for him but for me mus hold his chairperson authority-_-!!! i was hoping to see him again... in the bus, don noe y so many indians lol...smelly bus sia! msg to joalina she always nvr reply...msg sam only one or twice reply...edwin ko song...i feel joalina trying to avoid me or somehow....i sua le for 10hrs then started to get worried....in sch, we did deco for our class n saw amalina design back class tee...nt bad very cute n our theme for 3n3 will be looney toons so hope tis class will be very cute^^ today after sch go work....btw today is O lvl result...i hope poh get gd result^^ reach mac is lyk late for 30min....then do lobby...once my break start, i started to reply msg...wa poh get 33 point for his result...lol he gonna retake in private..... after tat, too worry wat will happen to her so msg nicholas....lol he nvr reply either-_-!!! after work, poh called me stop msg to joalina... wa piang saddist part jus started...i was so angry n abit heart broken...i feel uneasy n i jus keep on hug myself tight in a corner with my hp....i feel so vexed out, so watever my actions i did was jus losing out of my mind....i go facebook make a Pm n many ppl comment me...some trying to gossip n some really wanna concern me...coz of my losing out of mind...I sent unglam words lyk say to my dar dar bitch n scold sean for nth....i ask myself in the middle nith, y am i angry at? i went to my rm n did my quiet time...i cried n cried n cried....tears jus couldnt stop flowing....God says to me, LET it be a past...Let this be a nightmare n had a great week with friends...Forgive n Forget...2am...Its 2am! i still nt get rid of my bad mindset! i do some emo stuff suddenly...i jus keep on pinch my body till blood n eyes jus nvr blink ones but keep on stare at my walls with daze....nt sure wat time i jus feel lyk fainting...might be 2.40am or 3am? jus a 2hr slp n got to go sch...i feel so sleepy n sad things jus slowly digest in my heart:( Why joalina is tis sort of gals:( how would i wish we were together?
tats all folks,
justin