Do you Know him?

Hey Peps,
wake up at 12.30pm and i don noe today i had a great slp till noon haha.... cell meet at 1pm so i told joel n poh earlier i will be late....faster pack n get ready....1pm went out n took bus to inter coz its raining..... reach inter say to every1 sry i'm late....lol i was so sian meeting the cell....no one to talk with....then went to take buss...reach merri house, wash leg then go to merri rm having cell grp....seriously i don wan to talk evil or wat...there is 3 new follow up name yan, xiao fei or aiya total is 2gals 1boy.... alright the 2gals seriously i don lyk them, y? they totally lyk ordinary gals who love to act cute n sound as if lovely but so bitchy to me....i hate their sudden shock reaction, shout here n there....as if everyone love to hear their voice-_-! nt really had a well speech from joel, we pray for the new comer outside the stairs... then went back to the rm, i borrowed merri guitar n played....quite hard coz is acoustic....i think classical is easier for me... haix i failed poh standard coz i don hav the chords touching feeling.... then ate cake from merri's mum....she made so nice, love it^^ then watch mr bean n left....the cell say going to bedok singh pang eat....sry if i spell wrong-_-! i slept in the bus coz quite a distance marh...suddenly i smelt cigarette beside me and i was shock if i see clemence smoke so i turn my head to my right.... i was shock coz is nt clemence and the guy thought i'm gay trying to wink him....lol then i found out i was being bang sei by cell n found out i was at tamp stadium.....i was shock tat none of my cell called me n no one seems to be noticed....then something came to my mind, in all of my cell heart, i'm jus nth to them n i was nt part of them....if i nvr msg vin tat i was being bang sei, sry cell i scolded everyone CB.... i was damm angry n went home with bloody hot eye....saw yuwen cell at tm int too, yuwen trying to sk me where's my cell, it make me feel worse and i left without a word.....Joel then suddenly keep spamming call at me!!!! u noe i was so angry tat the cell 1st time bang sei me without knowing i was with them.... its hard o believe if the cell nvr notice me, 1st i was slp near the bus stop area, clemence jus beside me, joel n melissa behind me n val with merri also way behind the bus seats too....none of them notice me? wow tis is so amazing, am i too small for them to see me? when they drop the bus, none of them notice i still nt drop yet? this prove the cell has no heart in me at all....i fed up of spam calls and i shut down my hp....i feel irritated!!! even if poh n ed is in the bus too, will they forget me too? coz yz as my sheepmate also don hav the heart in me too.... how shameless to see this kind of joke! i msg joel stop calling me and i scolded him cb tat y all he cell bang sei n nvr notice abt my presence? this situation simply lyk in the bible, where jesus went to a party where all ppl nvr notice it....i think so.... i was so angry tat i punch the void deck CC noticeboard with a big crack on the glass... i reach home n lock myself up, i keep punching my pillow till it flattern and i jus couldnt stop my anger.... i wrote down my feeling in fb n shock is joalina n madeline came to care for me...tats touching coz even zone6 ppl started to noe abt tis.... my heart died! i gave up of gen12.... I HATE YOU GEN12 CELL MATES!!!!! YOU MADE MY LIFE MISERABLE!!!!I WONT FORGET N FORGIVE THE DAY YOU ALL TREATED ME 20-3-10.....THE DAY U BANG SEI ME IS THE DAY U GAVE ME A ANS, A ANS WHICH I"M NT PART OF THE CELL....THANKS FOR NT GIVING ANYMORE DOUBT IN CELL WHETHER AM I PART OF U GUYS!!!! i'm jus extrain gen12, in zone1..... i really cant hang on any longer..... my heart simply broken becoz of you guys..... in fb saw ed wrote he step on a dead rat, no wonder he wan my deo.... i wont hate edwin n poh still in doubt of trusting him anot.... i really feel disappointed tat none of my cell member said sry to me and poh is the one who keep helping me.... he also shock tat cell none of them say sry on time....poh ask me to say sry to joel n mus respect the elders....i msg joel nicely said i'm sry, did he reply say its ok? NVR! he nvr say sry to me too!!!! i can say he keep calling me jus wanting to say hey where r u? are u ok? i'm sry....hey no point even if he call me coz i alr tell vin u guys alr bang sei me....i'm touch tat even poh n ed nt involve, they still hav my support....ty both of u:) ty merri even is too late to say sry, but u did msg on the same date it happen.... when i abt to slp, tears jus couldnt stop leaking....i don feel lyk going church tmr:(
tats all folks,
justin