Do you Know him?

Hey Peps,
sry poh i lied to u i had exams in sch but actually the fact is i staying at home use pc....i lied beoz i don wan to see the cell....I HATE THEM! even if they apology to me, hey the mistake they did is so a horror nightmare to me to forget abt it!!! i will nvr forgive tat the cell bang sei without a calling of asking me where am i...but i mus msg vin to make them realise....if i nvr msg, no one will noe my presense! ji bai nt jus gen12 i also hate zone1 ppl.... everytime going 3rd service, zone1 will have their own click....changkat boys one side, upper sec one side, gals one side, ldrs one side....i always hav the chance to talk wih sean n tats all....wow church is so fun man! everyweek i mus hav tis kind of situation....hey i will feel sick with the zone n eventually rotten overthere where no one knows....i really think of getting backslide....my heart really feel no hope le.....U NOE WaT? EACH TIME IN CHURCH PAS.JIAN CHONG SAY PRAY IN A GRP, I WILL FEEL SO FAKE TO PRAY TAT WORD TAT CAME FROM MY MOUTH.....SIMPLY AS IF I"M KEEP LYING TO GOD!!!! i really love god seriously but the only thing tat pull me down is the church ppl.....is it funny tat holy ppl suppose to be the uplifting ppl yet can make ppl down so jia lat too? after the praise n worship n cement, i finally think of letting it go n try to forgive joel n the cell....but i was jus doubt how to prove to make it a gd news for everyone...so poh ask me to tell joel i'm leaving 1st...gosh telling someone i hate the most? it really torture me but i choose to try n really wan to sincerely meant to joel i forget the past liao....so when i go up, i say nicely to him he wake at me with a rolling eyes.....nb bs me say infront of me la, no ned act wan so bhb reaction at me!!!! cb shouldnt had think of wat forgive n forget but times we can also even say hate them forever.....from tat day onward, i will nvr forgive the cell, the zone! hey to the sheperd of joel, can i ask u, DO U THINK JOEL DESERVE TO BE A GREAT LEADER OR PERFORMING ON STAGE? he is so unfit tat he couldnt get his emotional right! wat a cell ldr i see man, I MUS LEARN FROM HIM!!!!! i go cut hair then saw bob n azim going to cut too....very chiao^^ reach home, ate mee goreng then watch channel5..... I ALSO GAVE UP ON GUITAR COZ I GOT NO DREAM FOR MYSELF INFRONT OF THE PPL IN CELL N ZONE.....
tats all folks,
justin