Do you Know him?

Hey Peps,
morning go sch quite late coz overslept....took mrt saw irra ama n badriyah....then took tgt...refer the SS paper....doing healthcare lor mus memorise the essay....but i use paraphrase then reach sch pass meen present then go find net...ytd had a big news tat someone go tagged janet blog very dirty n evil....lol suspected someone but cause shu hui even worse gap with net...haix i feel so stress in their middle sia....then exam super hard for me, keep falling asleep....lol then morning i draw tattoo on my hand....lol get caught by Raj then go wash my hand then let him see...lol nvr get punish lucky....idiot sia the mdm siti always love to sabo the chinese then the malay always giv them chance....u noe wat i heard she gave zulkaimi some tips during maths paper 1....Bitch sia! wa lao i keep perspire at the hall coz i sit in the middle, so hot!!!! then recess, brought my pack food then buy some food and eat...lol my bag kana sticky thing....use tissue wipe it....haix i found out recess time quite short.... then go for maths paper 1....wohooo tat test also hard...idiot la stupid maths teacher don noe how to teach, giv test paper lyk slow pork even the most elderly lyk peter lai can do faster than him 10times haix still even my form teacher....throw my face man!! after exam, go take bus21 to tm eat....net n ron go pei terrence to hospital for ultra scan for something....then net took a guy pic n sent me MMS n i saw simply 99% look lyk me coz the style wearing haha....then i was so shock la....haha then go home changed le go meet poh at int..take bus tgt to church...but 1st go his work place take his pay, whooo he jus quit his job....then go eat icy dessert....poh talk to me some i cant stand it de....1st he say i don hav servanthood, pls hor is merri house don even cook lyk jabez house how i serve....serve wat? k if u say pour ribenna or snack distribute, wait the drink i don noe where they get coz sean house n the food, last week sean alr distribute....k i noe i abit fault but i try to improve lor...2nd say wat ppl in church say abt y yr sheep so rude....Who the FUCK say me de? tell them talk to me la, i hate ppl talk behind my back....ask them come n talk to me la, settle one on one then no more comment liao, poh i don wan u to be a hard time shepherd or a failure....u r nt a failure shepherd, jus tat part of generation gap coz ldr say we rude, and we don find it coz of generation gap so next time ignore those lao jiao then no more saying i'm rude lor....i admit i sometimes rude at u coz i nt happy in some areas, nt all r the one who is right but some parts u also wrong so cannot say me marh....Next u say i jus a normal cell member in the comfort zone, pls leh i ask for contact list, did u wan my reminder? even u one day forget next week sure rmb but u didnt coz u don treat tis serious marh, to u jus a small peanut....i trying to be initiative but u seem u don care so wats the point for me to care so much abt asking u for the list....then still say wat we nvr ask for any job assign in church? pls la last yr i ask for G-camp le then gave the lady hp, n wtf result i get? none a show i had act or any props to help out? today after the prayer, all of u take bus12 say bb among the close click in changkat de then treat me as a dead one, onli u, clemence, kian hao n joel say bb to me-_-! lol nt trying to be self pity but u see, is tis wat zone1 spirit? same sch closer huh? Changkat!-_-! shouldnt hav come today! Zone1 is pathetic bunch of so called lovely family~~~i feel lyk puking u noe! stop hao lian infront of me, even is a fact then stop compare yr past age wat u did at me coz i feel bs....tis is so compare n sour infront of me u noe?! u feel lyk giving up then go ahead, to u i'm a loser, hopeless kid....ed n yz yr bao bei wat go close them la, kick me away go get sean for my replacement la....u say i hav potential, so wat? i don feel lyk part of the family, lyk part of a jinx in cell, i giv lan jiao face ma? i giv rudeness ma? i'm a hopeless to u ma? i'm a bad apple in zone1 ma? throw me away la, i jus a gd for nth, tell me straight la, Justin pls backslide n walk away la....say infront of me la, make me leave n backslide the cell la....i've been trying to be a better person n thought now zone had treat me as human le but i guess is nt n if u say i don hav servanthood then u right coz the chair carrying for today de is alr full man...i go n get chair is lyk extra coz they say no ned le....i sick of it liao....poh i very tired in cell le leh...yr standard too high le la, i tried then u nvr felt it n can scold me so qian da, compare so proud at me....i can confirm u r a gd shepherd coz u treat us well ma....the most hurt i got from u is when u say u feel lyk giving up as a shepherd leh coz i also losing hope le..... u r a gd shepherd, i jus a failure tats all....i cant forgive church ppl say behind my back coz i hate those kind of stabbing back de....reach home use com n slp....
tats all folks,
justin