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Hey Peps,
2bad news i would like to share....Its abit sad to know this news but what past is a past and I decided to move on to seek God even more:D Firstly, My cell Vincent n Joel had backslide not long ago and it really shock me coz Joel is a cell ldr and he is so desperate for God will still face backslide...Should i feel disappointed in him or look down on him? I really hope God will encounter him once again....I just don noe y he cant face cell anymore? He know we will still forgive him and always love him but y? As for vincent, I heard some news from him tat y he chooses backslide....First he mix with the backsliders and 2nd is becoz of Poh huat controlling him from making friends....Although some i agree wat they said at poh, but Vincent also at fault by getting influence from the back sliders and in the end, vincent fall in the trap...was suppose to giv him a badae surprise but the backsliders took him away....feel shag was suppose to hav alot of fun with him at sentosa but in the end it jus ruin it so jus hav cell outing then....Had fun with Jie zhi and Jonas the new comer:D haha i love it when bury myself in the sand haha..... I wonder if Vincent nvr mix with them, he wouldnt hav backslide thinking mindset....His weak!! all i can do is to pray for him to come back:D 2nd bad news is breaking friendship with Janet and cherisna....I find it very hard to communicate with them and is lyk nt just once and after breaking friendship...Wat can i say? More freedom? Feel lyk a bird? i don wan talk too much abt it, i still want to carry on my positive lives....I also feel stronger than before coz this season is when i stay on with God the longest....should be my sheep causing me to change as a motivation coz i wan him to learn the best and see me as a hero one day:D
tats all folks,
Justin